He says, ‘This is what she saw, when she looked at him on the floorboards.’
She stands there, behind the camera, watching. He is over there, on the other side of the room. Is it a room?
Not really. Not really a room. This is where he lifts his head. You see that. He’s not short. He’s not little. The little one with the darker skin pops his head up in front of me, and his green eyes shine. He is laughing.
‘You see it now,’ he says. I saw it before, I am saying this quietly. I didn’t repeat how they did it, the others would not let me.
‘I couldn’t say I had a crush on him,’ she says. ‘We needed to work together.’
He claps his hands. There are people behind him. The cloths of silk float in the warm breeze. He looks over and tries not to grin. He purses his lips and lifts his chin. He does not say begin. He just nods.
‘I am not stuck here. This is the place between. They always move between this place, and the next place. We just keep drinking our red tea.’
It is very hard not to laugh now.
‘He’s a bloody cheeky shit,’ I say to the one in my dream.
She laughs. ‘I know. I had to work with him.’
it is easy for us to communicate here. We understand all of the each, the others, perfectly. I say it this way, for it is not just the girl who showed me her thoughts. There were three people, and each of them had something to say. I couldn’t write it better than that either, whispers are the right hand. This is just the truth of it.
The little one is dancing behind them now. Behind us. We are the ones watching.
He can’t keep still, the one over there. Everyone is dancing and it’s very hard not to join in, he thinks, and you can see it in his eyes. He lifts his hands, holds them out and laughs.
‘We do it this way, you see/they don’t see.’ They do not have the left hand/right hand. We have that and have shared.
I nod, and the girl beside me is crying. ‘I can’t do this without him there,’ she says. He is not just my friend, she thinks. She will be okay. We know this. He is calming to her.
‘Your “partner in crime”,’ I say, and I hug her in the dream. ‘It will be okay. We are not the only dreamers.’
They heard it elsewhere, too. They decided to show it with the young one in the north. He thought it was wonderful, he said. It took a long time to get there, though. Perhaps too long, he thought once. He doesn’t think so now.
They couldn’t get a boat with a sail shaped like a fish fin. Not like that one. They had to make it up, they said.
The one who writes this story to us, here in the middle of the bottom of the world, as he calls it, wanted “Hakan” to be beautiful in his own way. ‘I didn’t know, quite know, how to fix this particular scene so it was acceptable. I had to ask the man who did the music.’
So, they sent the dream. They sent it, and today I will write the truth of it.
The shining silk sails of cloth that floated in the breeze, the dancing people, the happiness of simply being able to do this one thing, to act it, to write it, to sing it and to share with our friends in the south through the arc of a moon.